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17 August 2009 @ 11:25 pm
My journal is friends only, all past posts have been converted. I am currently blogging on another site. The link is in a entry in my journal. Feel free to add me if you like, I'll add you back. I do like reading other people journals, especially if they correspond with weight issues or anything like that. I'll be just using this account, to leave friend page comments and to post in communities. If you want to know what's going on in my weight loss journey(81 pounds lost so far, around 50 more to go) friend me, so you can see the link to my other blog. Good luck and by for now...

Msfakeitsoreal, aka Letspretendtobe, aka Msnewme, aka Notathingirl :)


This is a poem I wrote upon making this account at the very start of my weight loss journey. its where I came up with the username. It came out of the frustration of pretending my weight didn't bother me, and pretending that I wasn't tired of trying and failing at losing weight.

Let's pretend that I'm happy,
Let's pretend that I'm thin,
Let's pretend that you know me,
Let's pretend I dont sin

Let's pretend there is hope
Let's pretend things arent the same
Let's pretend I'll try harder
Let's pretend it's not a shame

Let's pretend this time i will make it
Let's pretend i have a chance
Let's pretend that I can do it
Let's pretend this is a new song and dance

Let's pretend this is who i am
Let's pretend this is who i want to be
Let's pretend that i have the willpower
Let's pretend this is me

Let's pretend I'm not tired of petending
Let's pretend that it isnt pain that i feel
Let's pretend that people will love me regardless
Let's pretend I'm not miss fake it so real